Wednesday, December 30, 2009

The New Me


When I was going through my old Photo folders, I had a really tough time deciding on whether or not to expose these photos to the world. On the one hand, I knew that my message would be more powerful if I showed these pictures, but on the other hand... they're just SO embarrassing.

PART 1: BEFORE
Back when I was in college, I was a huge sports person. I was the captain of the UP Archery team for a year, then after that I switched sports and joined the Arnis team. We trained for hours everyday, and on top of my huge workload (I was a Fine Arts major), I just didn't have time to primp, dress up, or take care of my appearance.

This is what I looked like on most days:

(Click to enlarge... *shudder*)

For those of you who don't know much about arnis, I will say that it is as tough as any other martial art out there. It's a stick-based sport, which pretty much means that the types of injuries you get from it are no joke. I trained for 5 years and earned the rank of fifth degree black belt!

After getting bruises like this, I didn't feel very pretty.
(Click to enlarge)

My entire college life was pretty much spent like this. My boyfriend at the time was also a sportsman who was a horrible dresser, and if there was an award for "Most Horribly Dressed Couple Of the Year", I think we would have won it!

PART 2: Transforming
Then came the year that I got a scholarship to study in Chuo Daigaku in Tokyo. UP had a 1-year exchange student program that I signed up for on a whim, and no one was more surprised than me when I got in. Little did I know that my whole life would change when I arrived there, as Tokyo is one of the most fashionable cities on the planet.

Transforming little by little through experiencing
a whole new culture! (Click to enlarge)

Unlike the very relaxed atmosphere of UP, walking into Chuo university was like walking onto the set of a Korean soap. Everyone is completely dressed up-- the women are all perfectly made up, the men tweeze their eyebrows, and everyone has their own style. It was like fashion was an artform, and everyone was a painter.

This was when I realized that clothing was every bit a venue for self-expression as art, music, and even sports were. I learned as much as I could about styling, makeup, and fashion, and I became more confident in myself and what I could be.

While there, I met many dear friends, had a small art exhibit at the Tokyo Design Festa, and learned that taking care of one's outward appearance is just as important as taking care of your inward self.

(Click to enlarge)

PART 3: The New Me

When I got back home to the Philippines, I felt like a whole new person! I finished my second degree from UP, got a great job as a designer/illustrator, and met my lovely boyfriend (who lets me dress him up, heehee). All my beauty rituals are now part of my daily life, and even though I still go to the gym to work out, I'm careful not to let sports overrule my life. :D

"The New Me!"
(click to enlarge)


I use Glutamax skin whiteners for blemishes and to keep my skintone even, and it helps me maintain a naturally lighter version of my color even throughout the summer. This ritual goes hand-in-hand with my passion for fashion, my love for makeup, and my affection for all things stylish!

Thanks to my inner confidence boost, I was able to transform my outward appearance into something I could be proud of. It's been years since my time in Japan, but I'm proud to say that "the new me" is here to stay!

17 comments:

philos said...

Wow! Excellent entry! If I get a vote, you have it! :) ..and my, your arnis injuries sure were ghastly.

Lizz said...

philos- Haha thanks! :D It's all up to the Glutamax judges now, though. Lol.

And yeah, I posted the leg injuries because they weren't as gross as my black eyes and finger injuries. :P I'm amazed I can still draw after all the punishment my knuckles went through.

angel6033 said...

WOW! I think you were beautiful either way but I am glad you found your confidence! I would love to trasform taht way to be more girly, and I think I will try my very best to, and very impressive your training and damn thoose bruises are bad :(.

Lizz said...

angel- Thank you, sweetie! *hugs* I don't think it's a must for all girls to be girly, but in my case I think I really wanted to be but just kept pushing it back for lack of time, haha.

Thanks for reading! :3 I'm happy I got more confidence too.

jillsabs said...

wow! those are some serious bruises!

good luck on the glutamax contest! as with philos, you also have my vote:)

Lizz said...

jill- Thanks, sweetie! :D Fingers and toes crossed, haha.

Zhu said...

I was expecting much worse - you should see my teenage years pictures! I went for the hippie look and frankly... I'm most most of these years' pictures are safe at my parents place, 5,000 kilometers away!

These bruises are... wow!

The new you is pretty nice, you are a very cute girl :-)

Lizz said...

Zhu- Ooh, sexy hippy look! Lol. I love the Flower Child fashion era, but I'm biased because my parents used to both have long hair and flowy clothing. :D I bet you looked pretty good. :3

Thank you, I'm happy I started taking better care of myself, lol.

Karen said...

You are blesssed...Love your story now i know more about you na hehe i used to dress boyish before and only started my transformation when i became close to my younger cousin who were a lot girly than me and who likes to be trendy though I'm not big on fashion but i make sure i look good naman and slightly trendy (hehe pag kaya ng budget) when i go out but i wish i could gain more confidence like you did hehe.:D

Arnis is a kewl sports but i don't think i could do that and the bruises looks scary *bites nails*

Beautiful photos and inspiring story.

God Bless you!

Lizz said...

Karen- A lot of my clothes actually come from bazaars or Ebay! It's a lot of fun to search for these gorgeous pieces that are quite affordable, so you don't need to break the bank to look good. ;)

Thank you for your kind words; I'm glad I helped inspire you. *hugs*

edelweiza said...

i really hope you win, such a beautiful and inspiring story. the bruises you had from arnis was terrible i could almost feel the pain. :)

aeirin said...

wow Lizz. winner post mo. galing

Lizz said...

Edel and Aerin - Thanks so much, girls! Fingers crossed, haha.

melandria said...

congrats for winning.

goyo said...

congrats po. :)

Chelle said...

Congrats Lizz! ^.^ I saw your photo on Nuffnang <3 true, love your flawless skin!

edelweiza said...

you won! congrats, girl! you deserve it! :)

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